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Aku bersyukur kepadaMu

oleh Emilia Mahatsih Prawestri pada 20 April 2011 pukul 20:31


TUHAN ...
Engkau baik sekali, memberiku kehidupan seperti ini. .  
memberiku keluarga yang banyak ( ibu,ayah,kakak,adek, + semua orang rumah + jean)
memberi sahabat yang mengerti aku,yang aku sayang :*  . . . . 
memberi teman yang sangat mampu dapat dan bisa membuat saya tersenyum menangis tertawa suka duka pahit manis hidup ini !! 
memberiku sekolah yang memberiku warna tentang " kehidupan sekolah " ( telat sekolah,lupa ngerjain pr,kantin,basket,tonti,guru killer,acara sekolah dan bla bla bla)
memberikan segala kebutuhan untuk aku menjalani hidup ini!! 

"sekilas hidup terlihat begitu monoton" tapi sadar gak sadar .. banyak hal yang sudah dilewatkan,baik itu kejadian yang menyenangkan,menyedihkan,memalukan dll hingga gak banyak yang mampu kita ingat!!

"Hidup itu ..
Tuhan
Keluarga
Sahabat
Sekolah
Pacar (untuk saat ini belom lah ) (-,-")
untuk saat ini itu yang aku pikir :o


"TUHAN,angin apa yang membawaku kembali mengingat akan segala pemberianMu,
segalanya yang membuat hidupku berjalan sampai saat ini! 


curhat saja!!



oleh Emilia Mahatsih Prawestri pada 4 September 2011 pukul 16:52

gimana perasaan kalian kalau kalian sayang sama orang yang gak pernah sayang sedikitpun sama kalian #sedangkan diluar sana banyak yang menyayangimu tetapi kamu gak pernah bisa bales rasa sayangnya mereka walapun kamu milih satu dari mereka pun kamu gak akan bisa menyayanginya!!!sekarang gini,siapa yang mau dipermainkan perasaan! siapa yang mau kalah sama perasaan,terkadang pikiran itu lebih egois dari pada perasaan!!!!ada kalanya kita mengalah,ada kalanya juga kita menang!! tapi enggak buat aku teman!!!!aku udah rela kehilangan orang" yang sayang sama aku cuma buat satu orang yang ngatain aku *a***
itu gak cukup!!!!sms cuma sama dia!!! jalan-jalan cuma sama dia!! fban cuma sama dia!!NGONO WE YO ISEH KURANG! po yo aku kudu kelangan konco"ku? kudu kelangan keluargaku mung mergo kowe! sorry !! aku lebih milih keluarga dan temen" aku!

udah..aku gak mau memperpanjang ini! intinya mbok yo ojo cemburuan sama aku! aku ya kayak gini! banyak temen yang udah aku anggap keluargaku! nek kamu jadi pacar aku kamu juga harus macarin keluargaku!

(hal itu yang membuat kamu gak bertahan lama sama mantan kamu!!)karena apa!! PIKIRO DEWE! Aku udah males kalau kayak gini! AKU NGOMONG APA SIH!! #LUPAKAN KAWAN!! YANG PENTING AKU GAK AKAN KELIHANGAN KALIAN CUMA GARA" COWOK!!

Tugas Curhat



 the out pouring of my heart "emil"

Let’s start talking about the love story
For the time being in love is the big enemy for me
I have bad romance with him,
Ok I know I’m just child I don’t know about love..
What is love? Where is the love ? for what love come?
My life is still a long journey for find true love..
And when I’m in senior high school boyfriend is just for support to study and having fun together.
The story begins in our introductions in facebook. And then we know each other ..

I remember the first time that we meet, he picked me up at home and we go to cinema.
I know him as a figure of the humorous and I love the way he joked,smiling,and laughing.
When it is time to approach me with him, he was so attentive,all about me,about my activities have always observed.
He showed that he loved me more than best friend ..
He like eat,playing game and traveling with me.
Fried duck Hj Slamet, Goat satay Pak Pong,Soup Pak Min and friend chiken is the best favourite food for him.
It was wonderfull if with him.. I’m feel happy and comfortable
We go to cinema,and then we play game in game counter and we eat some food in food court.it’s to happy with him,the way he treats me,so sweet J
We go to Kaliurang, enjoy the view and take some picture from the near of merapi mountain.
I don’t know why he loved me,

Usually we go to cinema in week end.. the date was 01-09-2011.he ask me “do you want to be my girlfriend?” then I said “ Yes, I do “ and he hold my hand and said “ I will never let you go, I will make you happy,I will take care of you and everything for you. Thank you you’re so beautiful J

He so romantic,he always gives a surprise,he put the roses in my chair before we go to eat some food. He bought me ice cream and balloon.
As for my grief with him is he is too overprotectif,he banned me he set up me.

At the time I made the birthday surprise for him, I collect all his friend in my house and I send messages for him “ darl, I run of accidents come to my house hurry up please”
And not for long time he is coming,but my house seemed deserted..
When he knock the door “ Happy birthday ” all of his friend was said..
He was surprised. And we sing together we eat together we laugh together,the day he was very happy. After at all he said “ don’t make me warry about you baby”
Ummmm “I’m sorry darl, I just wanna make a surprised for you” and he was then pinched my cheeks. “I love you” J “me too” *hugs*
I gave him a gift a light railway miniature and white roses J

“cause you are amazing just the way you are – Bruno mars_just the way you are” he playing guitar and sing me a song.
we shared about our school each other , we shared about everything and we laugh for a moment.
We just a child were falling in love.
But him mother did not like with I’m because of religiouse differences. It so hurt to hear that L
But he convince me if everything will be fine. And I trust him whatever we do.

“Nobody wanna see us together but it don’t matter now cause I got you baby – Akon_don’t matter”
“Everything is gonna be allright trust me cause I’m giving you my life-Oka&Sabrina_so special”

On new year’s eve Im with him.. we light the fireworks and we wish that the new year everything is be better.
But not for long time our relationship ended.

♫ I never know I can hurt like this ♫ Mariah carey_bye-bye ♫